Lirik Lagu Lctrcthmb – Posi+ive

[Intro: lctrcthmb, Rephrase]
For you lovely one who waiting me to come home
I want to talk and smile with you again(Is this thing on?)

[Verse: Rephrase]
How's life? Hope everything is going great
On the outside, rain is falling, ground that's soakin' wet's
My only friend, long as we're still under the same sky
We'll be together breathing the same oxygen
I'm struggling to be home but I don't think I can
4 to 8 nurses checked my pulse 'cause I haven't ate
Anything for 7 days, they said it was weak (week)
Guess I got a strong feeling that I'm not okay
So I got a couple shots and a bottle of pills
My lungs collapse and I'm walking downhill
My eyes are red burning but I got chills
I may lose control and I may lose you again
But when I lied awake, I thought about the chances that we had
That'll never come true, it hurts, allowin' the pain to stay
I'm startin' to hallucinate, tiptoin' upstairs
I saw a white palace and a thousand bright angels
'Round a man with a shiny face askin' me if I was ready yet
I was in my cul-de-sac, that was when I woke up back
Only to go see myself covered in the bed
By the doctor with a sheet next to a bodybag
I'm a lone ranger, you don't have to pay a visit
You don't have to cry for me when my body feels so rigid
Don't waste your time waiting on me 'cause I won't be there
And if I would, you can't see me hold your hair
I'm above watchin' over you 'til you're getting older
Forgive me for my every fault
I know the only positive thing in me's the result from the hospital
Draw the line 'fore it's getting horrible
I'm going home, just different directions
It's my time, thank you for giving me lessons
Hope you find another one with a brand new affection
I miss everything, yeah